Anyway i just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS and that i’m back and will be in full swing with this blog in 2010…yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So happy holidays from all of us…

When I see them they just make me so happy. I think that my love of shoes started with my love of fashion. You can’t have a nice outfit  without the shoes or boots.

Shoes or boots can make or brake and outfit so you better choose wisely if you want to be fashionable. I remember when i was younger and i modeled ,they would make you were some kind of heel on your shoes even as a kid model. I can remember thinking when I grow up I want to wear the shoes with the 7″ heel on them like my sisters used to wear.

Now i know that i can’t wear them right now ,but a girl can dream can’t she??

I also got some bath and body works cherry blossom spray and lotion

I use them almost every day and I do plan to get more since my children got it for me and they like it as well. Gotta get my smell good on..lol

If you sqwint your eyes you might be able to make out his face lol. My daughter took those pic.

My daughter sang in it and she thought she was so cute. OK she was ;0

I have seen some really nice one’s that I’d like to have. I think that this one is really cool looking. I have even found one for lovers. I think it’s so cute They also have a very small one that i know will be lost as soon as i open it..lol I really don’t know why someone would one this small ,but if you do it there for you.Now up until a few months ago i was still thinking of getting myself a CD player that doesn’t skip when you walk lol. I was thinking that would be good to go on walks with .i guess i needed to move on up to 2009. well I’m here and ready to learn about the newest fads in electronics so bring it on!!!!

When i moved i had to leave my baby because she needs work. When you buy your first car, from your own money, by yourself  you tend to feel like it’s apart of your family. I feel like i left my child behind. I feel like a bad mother. Soon i hope to reunite us all so we be one big happy family, so we can be complete and so i can have my ride back..lol No she’s not the best looking car or the newest car or even the cleanest car,but she’s mine and i love she and i want her NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

OK,OK i’ve calmed down now..lol here are a few pics of my loved one to let her know that we are thinking of her .

I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s a new year and of course like most people i want to lose some weight. Now wait a min. i know I’m all about the sexxxy b.b.w. and being sexxxy at any size ,but it’s for my health. I have a lot of lets just say “problems” i need to take care of , I’m always in pain and I’m tired of it so I’m going to make some changes in my life and my kids have jumped on the bandwagon with me so it should be ok …i hope lol so keep me in your thoughts and I’ll get back to you about my life changing plans.

For now i want to talk about my love for hair..lol My oldest sister had /has this love first and since i looked up to her i guess it rubbed off on me . She went to school for cosmetology and of course i was the ginnie pig and had to be her human doll head for all of her homework projects. So anyway i learned when she did so i guess in a since i went to school with her. I comment on hair styles i see when I’m riding in the car ,or just out walking around. I guess i do it a lot cause Heather asked me today why i always comment on someones hair, and it got me to thinking about my childhood when my sister would do these crazy hair dos on me or when she would go into the bathroom with mid length black hair and come out and hour later with waist long hot pink hair and some how make it work. Then we would go to the store or something and everyone we saw she would comment on there hair . I used to say that someone would over here her one day and beat her butt lol ,but that didn’t stop her cause she knew she looked good and her weave was better then the other person even if it was pink lmao. She would always say that i was the creative one, but only my sister could rock mid length pink hair and still get 20 guys trying to get with her or even other girl asking her to do there hair. lol

She was/is fearless when it comes to creating a new bold in your face style and that made me want to go draw a crazy outfit to match that crazy hair color she would wear. Over time she got very good at doing hair and i learned a lot from her. She doesn’t rock the crazy colors anymore ,but she will chop her hair off into a hair style all her own. Then when she gets finished with the short look, she’ll weave it all the down to her butt lol. Any way hears to my sister who burned me, cut me, dyed me, fried me ,chopped ,braided, and weave me . Thanks for putting the love of hair in me .

I got my hair cut really short a while ago and I want to do it again. I really liked it ,but that takes a lot of upkeep if you want it to stay looking nice. I really don’t have the money to go to the salon evey two weeks so I think I’m going to hold off on that for a minute. i really do want a new look for 2010 and i have a whole year to do it, but until then I’m going to stick with my ponytail..lol  or get my sister to comes from AZ to braid me up. yeah i wont hold my breath for that one..lol