Hello everyone or just the one person that reads my blog..lol ok,ok i’m talking to myself..
Anyway i just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS and that i’m back and will be in full swing with this blog in 2010…yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So happy holidays from all of us…
I love boots !!!! I don’t know what it is about shoes, but i love them !! There’s something about a nice pair of boots that just makes me want to spend my whole check on them..lol
When I see them they just make me so happy. I think that my love of shoes started with my love of fashion. You can’t have a nice outfit without the shoes or boots
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Shoes or boots can make or brake and outfit so you better choose wisely if you want to be fashionable. I remember when i was younger and i modeled ,they would make you were some kind of heel on your shoes even as a kid model. I can remember thinking when I grow up I want to wear the shoes with the 7″ heel on them like my sisters used to wear.
Now i know that i can’t wear them right now ,but a girl can dream can’t she??
We had a really nice X-mas, the kids got a lot of toys and i got a Emeril fryer. It’s silver and black ,it has a oil filter on it ,5 different heat setting it’s awesome.
I also got some bath and body works cherry blossom spray
and lotion
I use them almost every day and I do plan to get more since my children got it for me and they like it as well. Gotta get my smell good on..lol
Heather bought me an MP3 player awhile back and now I’m hooked lol. I wanted to know all the different ones out there. Who’s the best brand and all the different thing that comes with it and what you can do with it.
I have seen some really nice one’s that I’d like to have
. I think that this one is really cool looking. I have even found one for lovers. I think it’s so cute 
They also have a very small one that i know will be lost as soon as i open it..lol I really don’t know why someone would one this small ,but if you do it there for you.
Now up until a few months ago i was still thinking of getting myself a CD player that doesn’t skip when you walk lol. I was thinking that would be good to go on walks with .i guess i needed to move on up to 2009. well I’m here and ready to learn about the newest fads in electronics so bring it on!!!!
I MISS MY CARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
When i moved i had to leave my baby because she needs work. When you buy your first car, from your own money, by yourself you tend to feel like it’s apart of your family. I feel like i left my child behind. I feel like a bad mother. 
Soon i hope to reunite us all so we be one big happy family, so we can be complete and so i can have my ride back..lol No she’s not the best looking car or the newest car or even the cleanest car,but she’s mine and i love she and i want her NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
OK,OK i’ve calmed down now..lol here are a few pics of my loved one to let her know that we are thinking of her .
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!
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Hey everyone it’s me Lela and I’m back !!! Ya Ya i know it’s been awhile, I know you’ve missed me, but I’m hear now so stop crying..lol j/k
It’s a new year and of course like most people i want to lose some weight. Now wait a min. i know I’m all about the sexxxy b.b.w. and being sexxxy at any size 
,but it’s for my health. I have a lot of lets just say “problems” i need to take care of , I’m always in pain and I’m tired of it so I’m going to make some changes in my life and my kids have jumped on the bandwagon with me so it should be ok …i hope lol so keep me in your thoughts and I’ll get back to you about my life changing plans.
For now i want to talk about my love for hair..lol My oldest sister had /has this love first and since i looked up to her i guess it rubbed off on me . She went to school for cosmetology and of course i was the ginnie pig and had to be her human doll head for all of her homework projects. So anyway i learned when she did so i guess in a since i went to school with her. 
I comment on hair styles i see when I’m riding in the car ,or just out walking around. I guess i do it a lot cause Heather asked me today why i always comment on someones hair, and it got me to thinking about my childhood when my sister would do these crazy hair dos on me or when she would go into the bathroom with mid length black hair and come out and hour later with waist long hot pink hair and some how make it work. Then we would go to the store or something and everyone we saw she would comment on there hair . I used to say that someone would over here her one day and beat her butt lol ,but that didn’t stop her cause she knew she looked good and her weave was better then the other person even if it was pink lmao. She would always say that i was the creative one, but only my sister could rock mid length pink hair and still get 20 guys trying to get with her or even other girl asking her to do there hair. lol
She was/is fearless when it comes to creating a new bold in your face style and that made me want to go draw a crazy outfit to match that crazy hair color she would wear. Over time she got very good at doing hair and i learned a lot from her. She doesn’t rock the crazy colors anymore ,but she will chop her hair off into a hair style all her own. Then when she gets finished with the short look, she’ll weave it all the down to her butt lol. Any way hears to my sister who burned me, cut me, dyed me, fried me ,chopped ,braided, and weave me . Thanks for putting the love of hair in me .
I got my hair cut really short a while ago and I want to do it again. I really liked it ,but that takes a lot of upkeep if you want it to stay looking nice. I really don’t have the money to go to the salon evey two weeks so I think I’m going to hold off on that for a minute. i really do want a new look for 2010 and i have a whole year to do it, but until then I’m going to stick with my ponytail..lol or get my sister to comes from AZ to braid me up. yeah i wont hold my breath for that one..lol
Halloween was a interesting day. I was in a lot of pain( my foot) and was trying to over look it and go on with my day. My kids were so excited to go trick or treating. My daughter was a dead witch and my son was a ninja. We had a good time, they got lots of candy ,but I couldn’t finish walking i was in so much pain, so they went on without me with the other adults we were with and i sat my broke down butt in the car a waited for them to come back.. At least there had a good time and got lots of candy to eat.
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I’m waiting on the night when I can go out and get some cherries and or some strawberries with a little bit or a lot of campaign..lol, some nice music. Kids are gone or asleep, hopefully gone, but lets get real, and Just chill with Heather and enjoy the fact that Sexy Red Lips has a good job. Not just a job, but a good job with great hours ,cool people to work with, and a nice pay check. That would be the best day, can’t wait to do what i want to do, when i want to do it,and how i want to do it. Lets hope that day comes soon..lol but I know it’s a minute before that happens.
I feel like a caterpillar trapped in my cocoon, wondering when i will grow my beautiful wings. For years i have felt trapped, Like I’m not living up to my full potential. I feel like life has/is passing me by. I feel left behind ,over looked and forgotten just slithering my way thru life undetected. When you feel over looked and at the bottom ,it’s hard to see yourself making it to the top. 
It seems like everything happens when your at the bottom,nothing goes your way and you can’t do anything right. Things pile up and you can’t keep up with things, they get out of control. It’s even worst when you have children that you need to take care of. Some are forced to do things that they don’t want to do. Your forced to cheapen yourself, I thank GOD that I didn’t have to go that route, but sometimes it’s your only way to go. I have been so blessed to have had wonderful friends and family that have helped me out so much. 
With there help and love i made it this far .So now I’m moving and i am hopeful that this will be the start of something great for for all of us. Starting over and in some place new will be stressful for all , but i think it’ll be a good change for us. So now I’m hoping that I can spread my wings and fly in this new place and in this new life. I wonder how far and how high i can go. To be a beautiful butterfly flying ,soaring ,taking care of business and my children and myselfwill be great. I am excited about a new life and new a outlook . I plan to make some changes, try new things and hopefully worry a little less if that possible to do..lol
Hopefully i’ll have two little butterfly fluttering behind me. My kids hopefully will shine in this new place as well and things will be all good.
Yes back to school is the best time of the year..lol Why is it that every time your kids go back to school they grow at least two pant sizes? The way you find out is when you look at them in the pants that you bought a month ago and you can see there ankles. Kids cost to much to begin with ,but when they start growing they cost double, and they want all “in” stuff, plus school pictures,back packs,shoes you know how it goes.I wish they could come out the womb with a job..lol