Red Sexy Lips

I feel like a caterpillar trapped in my cocoon, wondering when i will grow my beautiful wings. For years i have felt trapped, Like I’m not living up to my full potential. I feel like life has/is passing me by. I feel left behind ,over looked and forgotten just slithering my way thru life undetected. When you feel over looked and at the bottom ,it’s hard to see yourself making it to the top.  It seems like everything happens when your at the bottom,nothing goes your way and you can’t do anything right. Things pile up and you can’t keep up with things, they get out of control. It’s even worst when you have children that you need to take care of. Some are forced to do things that they don’t want to do. Your forced to cheapen yourself, I thank GOD that I didn’t have to go that route, but sometimes it’s your only way to go. I have been so blessed to have had wonderful friends and family that have helped me out so much.  With there help and love i made it this far .So now I’m moving and i am hopeful that this will be the start of something great for for all of us. Starting over and in some place new will be stressful for all , but i think it’ll be a good change for us. So now I’m hoping  that I can spread my wings and fly in this new place and in this new life. I wonder how far and how high i can go. To be a beautiful butterfly flying ,soaring ,taking care of business and my children and myselfwill be great. I am excited about a new life and new a outlook . I plan to make some changes, try new things and hopefully worry a little less if that possible to do..lol Hopefully i’ll have two  little butterfly fluttering behind me. My kids hopefully will shine in this new place as well and things will be all good.